16 June 2011

I kept having flashbacks recently, to those old days when I'm still a kid.

The day my dad brought me, and only me, to dine at Pizza Hut without my mum knowing, and I was damn happy.
The day my mum bought me a watch that cost over 50 bucks but I never really treasure.
The day I dislocated my elbow and cried non-stop, and my neighbor tried to comfort me by giving me sweets.
The day I fainted and woke up in my dad's arm when he rushed me to the hospital.
The day I was being bullied and wronged.
The day I got scolded for trying to help.
The days I started to distant myself..

Once upon a time, I felt loved, but I dint really cherish them. I thought it's the most natural feeling on earth.
Now when I looked back, I wonder what the hell had happened that caused these changes, and I hate myself for being stupid.
I must be very disappointing.

Only if we can rewind life, I'll make sure that it won't go this awful way. At least, I won't feel so alone.

Left`alone
6/16/2011 12:19:00 AM™